You think you know me.

Have you ever gone somewhere and when you go inside you realize that you're the only guy there? I guess not with you two. Ok, but later i'm sitting around and i was thinking, "man, i really have nothing in common with 98% of these people" the only reason for that was because there were some Christians in the house. It was very uncomfortable. I'm home now. i'm really not that charming. I caught on to this. Oh, then this girl was really speaking her mind about this deal with Larry H Miller and telling me all this bologna. I could have argued but i held my tongue and just nodded. I think my life is worthless. I really don't accomplish anything for a majority of the time i breath. Something else that's depressing; I weigh more now than i ever have in my entire life. You two have the right to call me fat ok. Good news is I now have a membership to Gold's Gym and I'm currently very sore, and it feels WONDERFUL!!! I love you guys. I feel so at home around the two of you. Like i can actually talk and stuff. When i'm around these other people i have nothing to say. It's really quite embarrassing. I feel like such a pathetic loser. I've always thought that the New Year was extremely over-rated. I don't know if i've ever had a seriously awesome new year's party. Most of mine usually suck real bad. My calves are so tired. Anyway, yeah but i like it because I would get work off if it didn't already fall on a saturday. i'm leaving.

I wrote a pathetic story, if you're bored.

http://killmyhomework.blogspot.com/2004/12/one-day.html

I put it on my homework blog.

monday nights

I'm glad we're uncomplicated. We're simple. We don't ask for anything, we just sit and enjoy stuff. KELSEA WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE????????

Okay. We need to hang out. Us three. On couches. Eh?

Don't you guys love Jesus!!

I read some great stuff in Luke 21 yesterday and i wanted to share it with you. Jesus is talking about the coming of the end of the age and what not and how we (christians) will be persecuted and taken before governors and kings and put into prisons and such. Pick it up at verse 13 " This wil result in your being witnesses to them. 14 But make up your mind not to worry beforehand how you will defend yourselves. 15 For I will give you words and wisdom that none of your adversaries will be able to resist or contradict.16 You will be betrayed even by parents, brothers, relatives and friends, and they will put some of you to death. 17 All men will hate you because of me. 18 But not a hair of your head will perish. 19 By standing firm you will gain life. I like how it says that we won't have to defend ourselves. What an awesome promise. I thought that was encouraging because all we have to do is Love Jesus! Not always easy but it's worth it i suppose.

I must have stopped writing, because we got kicked out of the mafia or something. You guys are so beatnik sometimes.

To tell the truth, I don't know where I come from these days. I just want to sleep in my bed and stare at my walls, and pretend that life could be simple, but they make me get out of bed and take care of stupid responsibilities. I would like to be passionate again, and want to read my Bible, and be a go-getter, and I want to rule the world, is that okay?